New poetry book pg. 2

Beautiful death in the forest

The lovely of lovelies

You died for me

On a tree

You stretched out Your hands

And feet

To be crucified painfully

And rejected all Your life

For me

I see the beauty of Your death

In the tree

Now many die

And surround You with love forever

Die to sin - good trees

And die like You did

On a tree

The beauty is

You are so lovely

We would love to die for You

You cause us

To happily lay our lives down

As willing happy slaves

And to die

The lovely forest

Speaks so beautifully

A King worthy

Of my obedient death.

Many obedient deaths.

She sees me

She beholds

The depth of My beauty

My deep love

My deep heart

And she falls down in worship before Me

In her every thought

And her every move

Even starting the moment she wakes up

In the morning

And all day

And all night

And as she sleeps

Dreaming of the moment she wakes

To completely honor Me

In all her decisions,

Thoughts,

And actions.

This makes me long

To die for her

I love her

She loves me

Our future in heaven later

She dreams of 

And lays down all

To move Me

The kind of God I am

To be moved to the point

I actually want to be with her, eternally

Desperate beggar

Content to be the janitor

Please oh please let me in

I need to be

With You

I must have You

A dream

You are a dream of which

That over time

It becomes clearer

You are more dreamy than

The wildest dream

I would cross a billion deserts

If You asked me to

I would die a billion deaths

Just to gain You

I seek for Mine,

For mine, for mine, for mine,

The Lovely One

You Yourself make all the intensely lovely things

So plain

Such famished eyes

Now have the most ravished eyes

The reddest, most Lovely Beauty

I chase You so sacrificially eternally

For mine!

Foxes have holes and birds have nests

But the Son of man has no place to lay His head

You made Yourself homeless

A King, The King, sleeping 

With His head in the dirt

To teach me right

What love is

Questions

I will always have deep questions

The deepest of questions

Your humility so strikingly stunning

Such deep beauty

For one human heart to behold

I will be beholding forever

And never understanding

Even billions of years from now

An utterly dreadfully lovely mystery

Revealing Himself

To such a nothing being

Like me

I am just a servant

I am so small

I had nothing

Until I met You

So deeply I am thankful

For You rescuing me

For loving me for no reason

For saving me

I would love to die

Eternal deaths

Just for no reason

Just to be pleasing to You

This is the highest thought

I am able to have

The highest honor I can give

Don't You deserve for me to say that

For me to say that

For no other reason

But that You deserve it

And You deserve way more

I am just a servant

I am so small

You are worthy of eternal deaths

Me continually dying for You

I could have a break

In between deaths

But then I go

To other worlds again

I suffer all my life dearly

Like I did here

Then die terribly

After many good deeds

And taking care of many

And staying out of sin

You deserve this

You deserve way more

Please create something harder

And because I love You

I will do it

I am so proud of my Father

I want to be just like Him

Like Jesus

Who followed the Father

In everything

Jesus suffered so

When He was here

You I adore and dearly love

So much love I want

To lay at Your feet

I will serve You forever

I will bow low eternally

To You alone, to You alone

Lord God the King

Eternally I shall do Your will

I will bow forever

You are King forever

I will perform Your every command

You are King forever

Eternally, You shall be

Honored Lord

Eternally You shall be

Bowed to Lord

Eternally You shall be worshipped

As God alone

Eternally You shall be bowed to 

As King and God alone

Eternally majesty is Yours alone

Eternal honor is Yours alone

Eternal glory shall only be Yours

Alone

Alone 

Alone 

Eternally! Alone!

I will always hold You

In high esteem

You alone

And obey Your every command

Eternally

Send us away

And command us back again

Send us away

And command us back again

Send us away

And command us back again

Your every command

Eternally and forever

So faithful

So unselfish

So worthy of so much

Deaths, billions of deaths 

Of people who honor You

First and only

To prove their love and worship

To You

By bowing down in death and blood

Bleeding to death

In worship of You

Bowed down

Bowed down forever

Bowed down forever

With all the fire of burning loyalty

I could have inside my heart

They nail me to my death

The cross, my coveted dear love

Just like others penned so sweetly

With their last words

With their cross in the near distance

Finally upon their eyes

Beholding the deepest feeling in their eyes

My love, my Eternal Muse, my heart

Desiring to taste death,

To love You more than life

You alone are the gift

I could never afford

Even in much pain

And dying to myself

You are something I'll never deserve

You are so beautiful

So full of love

I would do anything

To gain You

If I suffered my whole life

All alone

For billions of lifetimes

I still wouldn't ever

Deserve You

Every day

When You

Nailed pieces of wood together

As a Carpenter

You thought of me

Every day

Every day

Until You died for me

That You would die for me

With the deepest love

The deepest sweetest most passionate love

You thought of me

Every day

You thought of the cross

Every day

Of Your life

You treasured it so

You made wooden things every day, to think of it every day

Your love is so deep

Oh Beautiful One!

So, so beautiful

So, so beautiful!

Oh how I'll sing so sweetly

Your precious praise oh Lord

You've turned me from

So cold and heartless

Into so warm and caring and kind

Like You

So selfish into so caring for others

Like You. You alone

Could have done this

Everyone is in love with You

And who You are

The wise ones

Who have a clue

As to what you're really like

Everyone is in love with You

So deeply and so dearly

Completely enraptured in

All of their being

In love with You

It's so true

You could make anyone

Fall for You

Tender, sweet hands

Carve another

Precious creation, in

His sweet, sweet hands

He is dreaming, she will 

Worship Him

So innocently, so gratefully,

So lovingly

The depth of His precious beautiful

Heart I would rather know

A smile on His face forever

Eternally I would rather see

Than have my way

Wherever that may lead me

Your Son's blood all over me

So unselfish You sent Your best

To die so unselfishly for me

You laid aside Your way more than deserved and fitting crown

To serve many beggars

The whole earth sings Your praise

You are the shining Precious Star all bow to

Everything revolves around You, forever

Everything and everyone

Has their hand open to You

You bless all 

With what they need

You, Most Excellent King

Are to be deeply respected

Every command of Yours

Quickly heeded,

Even the call of death

Unhesitantly and gladly given

So many sad tears shed

Fell down my face

Ignored

I grew so cold

I  was abused and no one cared

Abused for Jesus, deeply, badly, painfully

No one knew

Abused from the day I was born

Abused my whole adult life

So cold I grew

You loved me warm

Happy tears I cry

Because I love others now

Sad tears I can cry

Over others

In love

Jesus' death on the cross

I love all

Like You

You are my Father

Thank You for giving me a heart

Hatred in every blow, 

Deep hatred in every blow,

Every precious blow

Rejection from the ones

Deep, terrible rejection

That You came to die for

Such hatred and rejection You suffered

Such sadness

Your sweet love

You would do anything for anyone

You were treated this way

You who are love

So precious

So beautiful

So good

So unselfish

So kind

So loving

So sweet

Please destroy completely

Anything in my life that does this

Rejects You and Your commands

So that no tears ever fall down Your face again

Cause me to prove my love to You

In deep ways, constantly

Hurting deeply and suffering for You

So that You are so loved in return

You held in Your arms

The cross

And no one who loved You

Place myself

In Your arms now

For the rest of my life

And all eternity

Never to leave

And nothing for You but

Total constant loyal adoration

In all suffering

In all sacrifice

And unselfish love

Forever