New poetry book page 2

I'm crazy about You

I don't want to leave the house

And see anyone else

Go anywhere at all

But to where You'll be

Oh all day to dream

Of You alone

My eternal love

I must be near You

How I need You

When I'm out today

I will think of You

The whole time

And when I'm back

I'll be with You

Again, with my 

Ultimate dream come true

I always miss You

When I'm away

For even not too long

Please help me

I don't want to go

Please be powerfully with me

I don't want to miss You ever

The true reward

The only reward

I could possibly desire

I had no chance

You saved my life

You gave me lovely things

You changed everything, You died for me, You cleansed me with Your blood

Your blood

Your death

You thought of me, a rejected unloved person, by all

Before You made humanity

You died for me, an undesirable person who had no chance

Unless You had taken my life and done this

My true reward

The only reward there could be

Waiting for me

Later on in heaven

Would be something so lovely and beautiful

That was really Your reward, Your blessing

Something that gave You honor

Something I did forever, to bring You glory

Something lovely that glorified You and You only

Something I did eternally to always bring glory to You

The kind of glory You actually deserve

You are so wise, and infinitely intelligent

Please create something wonderful for me to do for You.

What do You want? What did You want?

Precious Lord forever, whatever You would dearly love.

You sent me a postcard today

From where You are

I'm holding it in my hand

Ready to send one back

To and from over time

All the time

You thought of me

And I thought of You

Soon we'll be together

Soon there will be no need

For even the loveliest postcards

Between You and me

Yet I love what You say

I love knowing You thought of me

I collect them all

In one place

And I know You know

I'm always thinking of You

Forever You'll always know

How I always felt

I missed You

While You were away

Today

I always miss You while You're away

I long for my Father

To be near

Always, thank You for thinking of me

You asked for a sacrifice of praise

I play on a piece of wood

You died on the cross

The tree

You died to save us

From the consequences of the tree, what we did

By hanging on a cross, a tree

For us

What I have seen

I'll never forget

What I went through

I'll never forget

Such deep pain

I've lived in

For a long time

Constant unbelievably

Unfair treatment

Such scornful

Disrespect

Worthless and ashamed

In the eyes of many

I had no one to talk to

No one could understand

I carried such suffering

Alone, for many years

From the hands of evil people

Who hated me

Simply because I love Jesus

The pain and the scars

I treasure them

The suffering, my suffering

Covers Your precious holes

In Your hands

With the warmest love, Lord

The warmest admiration

And respect and adoration

The utmost deep affections

The reddest love

So much suffering

I have to place

At Your worthy feet

All the lonely tears

That painfully always constantly

Fell from my eyes

A Man of sorrows

When You were here

You were despised

I did nothing wrong

To deserve this abuse

And every single scar

And there are many

Lovingly holds close to my heart

What You, precious Lord,

Went through

I wouldn't give it up for anything

I wouldn't have it any other way

As much as I could go through

Whatever could possibly

Really touch Your heart

We are in heaven later

After the earthly time is done

You look over at me

Our eyes meet

We are both thinking

Me about what You did for me

And You how I suffered for You

For You to be glorified forever

As much as possible

In heaven forever

Because of what I did here

That's what makes the bitter so sweet

The sweet so much sweeter 

Our sweet isn't really sweet

Without the bitter

The rejection, the pain of forgiving

Those who don't really love, and don't care,

But I do it and I do it for You alone,

Because I love You so dearly with all my heart,

I don't ever want to see You cry or break Your heart,

Only see You glorified greatly forever

Because of all the things I went through here for You

We left nothing but thorns in His garden

We put thorns in His garden

He placed His lovely blood

In our veins