new poetry book pg. 2

Someone who will never hurt me

Someone who loves me forever and

Will never let me down

Only One could handle

Being so beautiful

What if we

Had seen Your face

All of who You are?

We would die

All of us

So used to this ugly world

So afraid to leave it

But You so beautiful

The only One

Who could brag

The Only One

Who could think much of Himself

But came with no desire for fame

And chose

As a King

To suffer for us instead

We who had nothing to give

But hate and rejection

So beautiful

So deserving of billions' blood

Being spilt for Your glory

For Your honor

You are beautiful

You are deep

This is You

Peacefully

Peacefully You rest in my arms

Lovingly I hold You

Close to my heart, in my arms

Tender Son of God

I love You

I worship You 

So lovely for such sore eyes to behold

So beautiful eternally

A mysterious secret I behold tenderly

And cling to dearly in my heart

My heart, You are my heart

My heart is Yours 

All I can do

Is stare at You

So beautiful

I still am so speechless

And becoming breathless

You I behold all the day

You I need Your voice

So ravished with You

You designed me that way

So sweet, You wanted me

To dream of You

All I have to do

Is dream of You

To where I surrender

My heart is disarmed

To do all You ask

A willing slave

Forever

You designed me

To love You and need to

Dream of You, Innocent God,

All day long,

So sweet, just so sweet

And lovely

The unfair treatment, of Your servants,

"Want to really be My friend?

Go through what I went through

That's who I really want around Me

In heaven."

I wonder what's going to be in my mansion

Perhaps many reasons to remember

How dearly I loved You while down here

Did I really love You through it all

Did I lay down everything and give it all

So many things stolen

So abused

Following You is not without deep suffering

And it makes me feel so much pain

But You were a 

Man of Sorrows

You were in pain

Every day

What I feel

Hurts so much

And my next sin,

Which I dread,

You forgive me again,

Am I going to complain

And Your every Word alone will I bow to

Til the warm red love river flows

All over the ground

And I fall to the ground with no more breath

And You know for sure

I love You

You're the fairest in the land

May tears

Like a waterfall

Fall from Your eyes

At Your joy, Your happiness

For my obedience to You

From the way I live my life

Happy tears,

Blessed tears,

Joyful tears, 

Deeply touched in Your heart

Your tender deserving heart

Your lovely gentle face

Dwells in unapproachable light

So powerful, yet so loving and kind

So strong, yet so humble and warm

You, the object of my affections

You alone

My heart completely aflutter

Frozen in speechlessness

At Your beautiful face

A billion violins play

The loveliest song all at once

They capture

A tiny view

Of the beginning

Of how utterly lovely You are

Oh Lovely,

Look away

Your tender beaming face of tender light

And innocence

Is too beautiful for me to look at

I'm going to cry

Until there's an ocean of tears

Anything for You

I love You Lord

Looking at Your face

For the smallest fraction of time

Would make anyone love You

And do anything You say

A passionate fire burns strong

In my heart and eyes

I run after You

You are Love

You are a fiery Love

I desire only You

He was murdered on a cross for me

He walked the earth while He was here

In sadness and rejection; despised

For me

He cleaned up my sin

With the blood of His murder

The sin in my life, my hatred of Him

He washed clean with the blood of His murder

My eyes how they have poured

The most loving tears

At You

The way You are

You died for a people who didn't care

You died for many people who don't

Yet You are all desirable in who You are

You are a priceless Jewel to be sought

Over anything else one could aquire

So precious

The kind of precious I'll never understand

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to say

I don't know where to start

I don't think I ever will

You died for me

You were rejected by all

You were whipped for me

You opened Your back to

My punishment

I count all other things rubbish

I will always count them rubbish

I just want Your heart

Just to touch Your precious heart

You are the muse of all my song

Forever the muse of all my song

Where are You?

I am going there.

Come and meet with me

You are the Love I desire

You're the blue sky chasing away

Any rainy days remaining

I read the story of Job

God took a lot more

On His own Self

A lot more

Anyone could be charmed

Or taken with this heart

They would pursue forever

Go however far

I am one

Who will get hurt for You

If just to know

How You feel

I am one

Who will be torn apart for You

I will bleed to death 

For You

You could never get all the love

The kind of love You deserve Lord

They took everything I had

It didn't mean as much

As losing it did

I wish I had more

To give to You

No tears should ever fall from Your eyes

No pain should ever fill Your heart

No anger should ever trouble You

No terrible feelings should ever hurt You

You are worthy

Of whatever You desire,

My last piece of bread

The shirt off my back,

My blanket in the cold,

I lay at Your feet as gold.

You are worthy

Of whatever You desire,

For me to sit in the cold

While You would sit by the fire

Though because You would insist

It should be the other way

Because utterly unselfish, loving, kind and compassionate

And taking care of others before Yourself

Is Your consistent Christlike way.

I loved reading Your letter today

It said Kiss the Son, lest He be angry

I hold onto You so dearly,

I cling to You in all my dreams

I wrap my arms around You never to let go

With the suffering and tears

I love You 

Forever, eternally, deeply, very deeply

Forever I bow to the undescribably sweet heart

Made of fire, all over me now

Forever I adore intensely, terribly

And bow intensely, forever, to You alone, Lord Jesus Christ