new poetry book pg.1

You were beaten terribly

For us to be okay

You were treated in a terrible way

So you could treat us right

Someone like You

Without an evil desire ever

Coming here for people

Like us

What blessing other than this

Do I dare ask for

But suffering - massive suffering

Tears fall down my face

The love I feel

Cannot be explained

You are Love

I am drawn in Your direction

Like Jacob served for Rachel

14 years

You deserve for me

To serve for You

One billion years

We both know this is true

I would love to be the source

Of Your happy tears

It would only be just

If a powerful joyous fountain fell from Your precious eyes

I would love to be the source

Of You rejoicing in gladness and sing over me

Because of the pain I endure

To please You

No wrong for me anymore

Because it breaks Daddy's heart

I'll stay close to You

So You are always happy

So precious is Your heart to me

So precious is Your blessing to me

I care

Even if others think me silly

Even if they exclude me

Even if they reject me

Even if they hate me

Sing a daylight lullaby

To sweet precious Jesus

I know You want my love

You want all of me

I'm keeping my ears open

For Your precious voice

Full of compassion

Picking up the lowly one

Setting their feet on a rock

Bringing them love as His own

Full of love

Turning around the head of the rejected one

Saying try a new way

"I love you and I'll be your new home"

How could I not love such a One?

Who could put down such loveliness?

I'm saying, Lord, I know how pure and good You are.

So wonderful, I'm telling everyone.

Kindness that never

Looks down on anyone

Never talks behind their back

Looks at everyone the same

Goodness that never

Hurts a single soul

Wants the best for everyone

Never hopes anyone fails

You said

I can love You

As much as I want

To my utter ravished delight

And I can have and dream about

Your Love

As much as I want

The sweetest songs

Will forever

Be Yours

From me

Oh my Dream, my only dream

Precious Lord Christ

It is true

Everyone knows

You have stolen my heart

You and You alone

My heart goes a million different places

Every single day

It's always about You

So fair, oh so fair

Lovelier than everything lovely altogether

Fairness far surpassing everything

I behold such loveliness forever

Rarer than the rarest of rares

Rare on a scale unmeasurable

Lovely and no spot in You ever for all eternities

And You hold a billion eternities

In Your hand

So quickly You recount everything in all of them

And are just and right in

All You decide

Who else can say 

They are what You are

The most desirable thing there is

Love

You are Most Beautiful by far

Forever

A bottomless sea of Lovely Forever

Anyone would stare desperately and longingly at You

Forever we forget everyone else forever

I am dreaming of Love

I am dreaming of Love

I dream all day of Love

I dream all day of Love

My friend is speaking

But I am dreaming of Love

The One who made Love

The One who died for me

The One who is Himself Love

Love

I can barely handle

Your intense love

Just by being Yourself

Everything else is boring

And I run so hard after Your heart

You are everyone's dream

The dream of the entire earth and universe

You are Love

Infinite Love

Trillions of different kinds of love are with You

Every beautiful thing on this earth

Such a shadow of who You are

I hang onto every word of Yours

To see more,

A couple in love

How the man chases the woman

For perfect rare true love

He travels the desert

Just for a drop of water

From his love

And once she gives it

She alone quenches his thirst

Forever

You are gracious

To let me honor You

The biggest heart of anyone around

You turn me so disarmingly

Into Your willing slave

Such beauty makes me turn my head

Towards You and away from them

Forever,

My entire being

Stolen, taken, captivated,

Captured forever

You weave and wind me into love with You

I always remember, even in deep suffering

You are so much more desirable than anything else

You are beautiful and everyone

Everyone here knows it

This could never be enough

Never be what You deserve

Of You, what is there to trash

What is there to mock

What is there to not desperately love

Your kind of unselfishness cannot be found

In anyone else but You

What made me

Want to bow my face

On a dirty floor? 

It was You

What made me feel

Loved after being

Viciously abused?

It was You

What made me

Willing to give

My life for You?

It was You

What made me care about everyone?

It was You

Like the loveliest rose

Your Word I hang onto

Every Word You speak

I long to hear

I hang onto

I hang on Your every Word

Your heart is there

Every Word that falls from Your lips, Lord

I'm hanging onto

No one else is like You, and

Who You are, makes me dream

Yes I dream all day

I dream of You all day long

You are a passionate Love

I am chasing down

Oh yes, Lord Most High

I am chasing You down

And it isn't easy

You aren't easy

You are hard to get

And I must have You

You demand a lot from me

You demand my life

You ask for it all

My last breath is Yours right now

Sacrifice, hatred, abuse, rejection

For following You

I am never denying You any of this

It all belongs to You - everything

I go nowhere

Nowhere else for what I want

You are lovelier

Than a billion deaths

Far lovelier

Far more fair

How could I forget You

You are far lovelier than 

The bluest-eyed forget me not

Billions and billions

I love You

And everything You're about

Your heart?

So deep, so high, so far beyond anything

Anyone could ever hope to truly move

Years of deep suffering

Still wouldn't do

I am so below You,

And You are so high, so high above

So intensely disarmingly lovely,

How could anyone forget You?

I should say

Don't forget me

But I know

Your eyes

Are always on me

Caring for me

Someone who had nothing to offer

Nothing to give.

Your heart will be pleased

Your heart pleased forever

You I adore with all my heart

In everything - You I adore alone

I have dreampt of You every day of my life

To find You

And float away on the deepest cloud forever

You deserve

The greatest measure

Of my devotion

Your dreamy love eyes

Your precious innocence

Far more beautiful

Than millions of angel tears

I sing to Your name Lord

A lovely song of praise

Thank You for all You do

I glorify Your name

Should I even try at all

What I have seems so small

Even if eternity long

I continually sang Your song

No one here has ever known

Anyone quite like You

Even the very godly

Only give the glory to You

Everyone who knows You

Lives in awe of You

Bends their knee easily

To such beauty, faithful and true

A deep well of love

I get lost in

I let go of the world

And everything here

I am so moved to

Give You everything

You alone

Your fiery love is my home

Your friendship alone is enough

To carry me

No matter what around me

Is so rough

I drop everything to come

I am with You again

And when I get back

To the world so cold

It helps me

Be strong and bold

Everyone chasing things

So tired and old

Your love so tender and warm

This world so cold